Saturday, August 29, 2009 9:42 AM

Can someone please be my Matt. Or whoever, I'm not picky.
DA's semester only ends on Friday, next week. 4th September.
I have only been sleeping at 4am or later for the week, the same as everyone in Animation now :/
Heck, my classmates don't even SLEEP.
I love my light-box.
I'm still forcing myself to stay optimistic.
I gained 2kg.
Fuck.
Mainly because I've been eating junk food and only 1 square meal a day.
I want to run.
Not sitting the air conditioned studio and become white and pasty.
I wish I could camp in the studio.
Since we all leave school at around 10pm doing the shitty studio project, why not just friggin let us stay overnight?
I have to skip weiqi this week.
And fall behind Jia Jun, Joel and the rest.
I haven't started on my portfolio yet.
Which is also due by Thursday.
I have 288 more frames to draw by Tuesday.
I have 300 and more to render.
I hate myself.
I didn't procrastinate this time.
but I regret it all the same.
I hate my concept
I hate my drawing
I want to jump off a cliff.
I should continue drawing
I am going off now.